I (still) Have a Stalker

It really sucks that the woman that killed my baby still continues to harass me. I have wanted to make posts on my blog but I am afraid for my safety, as I have been for nearly a year now.

I made several fake posts over several months, hoping she’d give up on trying to find information about me. But she’s too dumb to realize any of it is fake, despite being told it was several times. So she continues to watch me through my reddit and blog, breaking a legal agreement our lawyers drafted, despite being told several times that I can see when she does.

I have a few posts in my drafts as I debate how to edit them to make sure she cannot find me and assault me again. She has attempted to meet me at locations to ambush me on multiple occasions. She has illegally screenshot and distributed my OnlyFans material. She broke federal laws multiple times to read my messages. She has committed three felonies against me and yet continues to harass me because killing my IVF baby wasn’t enough. Years, multiple surgeries, tens of thousands of dollars… a human life. So in addition to being a kidnapper, drug abuser, and pedophile, she’s also a murderer. But that’s still not enough.

I have decided the only way for her to have such an obsession with me is that she’s actually in love with me. That’s why she spends so much time looking at my porn. Resubscribing after I block her on OnlyFans. Looking at my reddit and sex blog during school hours, at an elementary school… Or at two in the morning. You don’t obsess over someone at 2am unless you want to fuck them. I don’t make the rules.

I’ve genuinely never met a worse person. I feel so sorry for her child. But when she reads this (against the legal agreement we have) she’ll get mad rather than want to be better for him. Which is more proof she’s a terrible mom. When my lawyer said, “you don’t want to be like her, your baby doesn’t deserve a mom like her,” it hit a nerve for me. Despite being tired of being the bigger person, despite wanting to be just as terrible as her so she could get a taste of her own medicine, an outsider telling me my child deserves a good mom did make me want to be better.

That’s really why she hates me though. It was eye opening to realize it’s not because she really thinks she’s the victim. She’s mad because she knows I am a better partner and better parent. And instead of wanting to be better she just wants to make me worse.

I will continue working on my posts to make sure she can’t harm me or my child. Stay tuned I guess.