Locktober

Those into the chastity kink are probably familiar with “Locktober.” But for those of you who aren’t, let me explain.

There’s a subset of men that like to be dominated by women. And one of the ways we dommes do that is controlling when they cum. But this is a step further than just asking for our permission. They literally cannot touch themselves without us. These men wear cages around their penises – making sex, masturbation, boners and more all impossible. The only way for release is… well literally to be released from the cage with our (the dommes’) keys.

Dakota is very good at fucking me and quite frankly ranks number one (and it’s not even close) for oral. I can be pleased by him… When he’s not locked up. But despite being able to make me cum effortlessly, when I want dick I want dick. Tongues and fingers and dildos just don’t cut it. And that’s the problem with Locktober.

You see, I had a bull. But, due to a lot of drama I desperately want no part in, I haven’t fucked him in over three months. The way I see it I don’t have a bull anymore.

I tried sleeping with my sort-of boyfriend Sean again, but it’s just not cutting it. We’ve slept together a total of four times at this point and I was hoping after we got used to each other a bit it would be good. But he’s just not working with the equipment I like. I, apparently, have a pretty specific type: 6.5”, girthy, with curve to it. It must make Dakota feel good that I need exactly what he has when I’m looking for other partners but it really messes with my options.

I have a dildo I bought specifically because it was the same size as him, but it’s not the same. I need to feel skin. Raw dick. I hate condoms which also really puts a damper on the whole finding a new bull thing. I have to really trust someone before we can go raw which means even if I find someone new I’ll spend months having protected sex. Sad.

But how can we miss out on Locktober? It’s a prime opportunity to market and make content. I could lie; lock Dakota up for pics but let him free to fuck me. But I don’t like to be inauthentic. I think my authenticity is what draws people to me. And what scares away inauthentic people, which is a bonus.

I considered giving one guy a second chance. We had talked briefly and given each other oral but never ended up fucking. He was fine but I just wasn’t over my ex at the time. At least I know he has… enough… But Dakota warned me against it. He thinks he’ll get too attached. And men getting too attached to me has already caused us enough problems.

For now we’re doing Locktober and I will have to be satisfied with fingers and tongues and dildos and vibrators. When I decide it’s been too long I’ll let Dakota out to remedy the situation. And then we’ll get ready for No Nut November.