Choo Choo

I've had this fantasy for a while: I'm at a party, usually it has frat house vibes. I'm invited because I'm known for being the life of the party. I wait upstairs in a bedroom as the men line up outside the door for their turn with me. They use me however they want and when they're done they simply return to the party and send the next guy in. Kinda like the one episode of Archer where Lana has the whole office lined up to fuck her.

I had never mentioned this fantasy because I was afraid it would repulse Dakota and I didn't want him to look at me differently. But with the recent discovery that he's a cuck, this felt more within the realm of possibility. However, even if he's cool with it, I don't actually want to do this. As I've mentioned in a previous blog post I like the idea of being used but not it happening in actuality. When I'm with someone that makes me feel safe and loved, being picked up and used as a fleshlight is so hot... But I don't actually have a desire for a strange man to come fuck me and never see me again, let alone a whole queue of them.

So when I brought this up for the first time a few days ago we started discussing what would make me comfortable, and of course if he would also be comfortable with it. It seems like a good place to start is with men I trust and have already been intimate with rather than strangers. While I'm much less opposed to a MMF threesome than I was a few months ago, Dakota isn't interested. So fucking at the same time is out. But I have fucked him and my ex in the same day, which was fine. But the idea of a train, fucking back to back, he wasn't a fan of. I laugh, "so how much time has to pass in between?"

It seems like while this aspect wasn't his favorite, it's something he could get over if I wanted to try it. So now the question is how many men are we talking about? We both agree a train has to be at least three. Maybe you think differently, it really doesn't matter that much, that's what we agreed upon as a "train."

A couple days later I bring this vague concept back up and he asks me what his role in it would be.

"One of the men...?"

"I didn't know if I would still be locked up."

HOW? Our numbers are too small as is. There are currently four men I've fucked that I think I would be comfortable fucking again. The first is in a monogamous, long term relationship, the second is off the table due to Dakota not liking him, and the third is not an option because... well it's a long story. Check out the Accidental Love Story series on my blog for all of that backstory. That leaves one man, Dakota himself! If he stays locked up my small train of three is down to zero.

At the moment I can't even make cuck content, so I think my plans for a train are off the table for the time being. I can't believe I'm even writing this, until a week ago it was one of my most secret fantasies that I was embarrassed to admit. But it feels like you all are exactly the type of people that would cheer me on, so wish me luck!